In a Dish Nation exclusive, Porsha said although she has a soft spot for Phaedra, she's not ready to kick it and she has no interest in being manipulated again. I don't know this whole situation has been so hard for me. It's like difficult for me to even watch it. It's difficult because I love Phaedra. She was like my

best friend. Like somebody I talk to on the phone every single day. So, for me to feel like she had betrayed me like that...that's the part that I just can't get past. And I don't know if I ever really will. I can't talk to her on the phone right now. It's just I don't know what else to say.